The Next Best Thing
this evening, fate gave me a small freebie of sorts. its one of those that all you can do is laugh at. so, just to be straight in my telling, let me just admit that i answered one of those online hookup ads, just to pass the time. usually these things don't pan out and i think i do it just really to pass the time for real. anyways, so i answered an ad and funny enough it turns out that the ad was posted by my ex-bf, ron. and funny enough, despite seeing it was me who answered, he replied back honestly... saying who he was. we had a very brief email interchange, he mentioned that "you just had to laugh at the irony of the situation".... and i think you did. i told him, that even past our moment in the sun, he still found ways to make me laugh. we wished each other the best... and that was it.
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i'm going to take this in the best way i can. despite what people might think or whatever, this little interchange acted as a bit of closure for me. something that i really needed. ever since me and ron parted ways, i have wondered what he was doing and where he was. like i said before, when relationships end on a bad note, the drawback is that you suddenly lose a person out of your life... immediately. it takes a little getting use to because where there was at least... something... there is now nothing. just an email, but at least i can now replace that hard painful memory with something a little more light-hearted... something that made you realized that life truly works in strange ways. and eventhough a pair of people sometimes just can't work things out... if there was something of some sincerity before.... there is always some weird connection.
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people come in... and out... and in your life... in the strangest ways. but at the very least, what happened this evening, comforts me somewhat, knowing that he's at least.... ok... and now... we can even share a small chuckle about how funny life can be.
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posted by faux chink @ 11:45 PM
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