Beaux Arts Bacchanalian
aih aih aih. i got completely trashed last night...it was fun. haha. once in a while its always good to late the demons out of you. what gives? well, last night was the annual GSD Beaux Arts Ball, this year reincarnated as a "Victorian Del' Arte Ball"... or whatever the fuck that means. So of course, i came up with fucking hot costume inspired by the whimsy of the victorian age... a psuedo willy wonka jockey pastiche in pink and white. very nice. unfortunately, the party participants didn't come as creatively dressed, it feeling like a strange mix between job interview socializer and an actual private school prom. oh well... as long as there was that open bad period. which i completely took advantage of. and low and behold the fun evening. i think in the span of two hours, i had at least 8 servings of very strong jack and cokes. arriving at 8:00, i was easily on my way to getting sloshed by 8:30 and by the time i "had" to leave at 11:00, i was very much inebriated, finding it difficult to walk in a straight line (also one of the heels on my shoes had decided to pop off). long story made short... i haven't been THAT drunk in a very long time! my head was killing me last night trying to get to bed, at a fairly early 12:00 actually.. ans this morning, it required 2 servings of tynelol to confront the hangover headache. and unfortunately, the exertions of last evening have left me in a completely anti-working mood... although i heavily suspect that the party is just a convenient excuse covering up my plain laziness at studio these days. oh well... we'll work tomorrow... as long as i get something by tuesday, that's all that matters.
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i had a blast and i got to know my pod mate sooyung very well. i have realized that of late, when i drink, i'm an amazingly fun person... very charismatic and friendly. not that i am not to begin with when sober, but at least when i am drunk, i'm just that more open about talking to almost anyone! which i guess is a good think, as long as i am not an angry drunk. i like to think that happiness pervades my life. i also know i get particularly horny as well haha... so typical. sooyung had to listen to all my various diatribes and stories about my gay adventures if she wanted to or not... but she really didn't say anything to stop me and on some points seemed very interesting. maybe today i'll need to tell her to disregard anything i said last night. haha... such incriminating evidence! i remember distinctly detailing her about some of my silly gsd crushes and also about that guy i had found out on CL and now secretly know that he uses the service to hook up... not like you don't! haha. anyways... please... this blog is enough damnation already if we're really looking for things like that. last night on the bad there was also one of those somewhat ticklish moments where someone makes an almost non-chalant comment comming from a standpoint of simply knowing you're gay and not framing it as some sort of novel thing. after someone sort of breaks the ice in the regard i get so much more relaxed. "coming out" in general is uncomfortable because it makes you the center of attention, good or bad, but still... it's nice when people take the burden off of you. i mean, its like... i don;t care that much about it, i think other people shouldn't either. the flip side for that person though, is that i simply become a flaming queen to them afterwards... haha!
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anyways, the party was very fun and i had a blast, with or without the alcohol i would like to think. although i can't really tell because i was seriously drunk for the far majority of my time at the party. heehee.
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i had a blast and i got to know my pod mate sooyung very well. i have realized that of late, when i drink, i'm an amazingly fun person... very charismatic and friendly. not that i am not to begin with when sober, but at least when i am drunk, i'm just that more open about talking to almost anyone! which i guess is a good think, as long as i am not an angry drunk. i like to think that happiness pervades my life. i also know i get particularly horny as well haha... so typical. sooyung had to listen to all my various diatribes and stories about my gay adventures if she wanted to or not... but she really didn't say anything to stop me and on some points seemed very interesting. maybe today i'll need to tell her to disregard anything i said last night. haha... such incriminating evidence! i remember distinctly detailing her about some of my silly gsd crushes and also about that guy i had found out on CL and now secretly know that he uses the service to hook up... not like you don't! haha. anyways... please... this blog is enough damnation already if we're really looking for things like that. last night on the bad there was also one of those somewhat ticklish moments where someone makes an almost non-chalant comment comming from a standpoint of simply knowing you're gay and not framing it as some sort of novel thing. after someone sort of breaks the ice in the regard i get so much more relaxed. "coming out" in general is uncomfortable because it makes you the center of attention, good or bad, but still... it's nice when people take the burden off of you. i mean, its like... i don;t care that much about it, i think other people shouldn't either. the flip side for that person though, is that i simply become a flaming queen to them afterwards... haha!
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anyways, the party was very fun and i had a blast, with or without the alcohol i would like to think. although i can't really tell because i was seriously drunk for the far majority of my time at the party. heehee.
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