Beaux Arts Bacchanalian

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i had a blast and i got to know my pod mate sooyung very well. i have realized that of late, when i drink, i'm an amazingly fun person... very charismatic and friendly. not that i am not to begin with when sober, but at least when i am drunk, i'm just that more open about talking to almost anyone! which i guess is a good think, as long as i am not an angry drunk. i like to think that happiness pervades my life. i also know i get particularly horny as well haha... so typical. sooyung had to listen to all my various diatribes and stories about my gay adventures if she wanted to or not... but she really didn't say anything to stop me and on some points seemed very interesting. maybe today i'll need to tell her to disregard anything i said last night. haha... such incriminating evidence! i remember distinctly detailing her about some of my silly gsd crushes and also about that guy i had found out on CL and now secretly know that he uses the service to hook up... not like you don't! haha. anyways... please... this blog is enough damnation already if we're really looking for things like that. last night on the bad there was also one of those somewhat ticklish moments where someone makes an almost non-chalant comment comming from a standpoint of simply knowing you're gay and not framing it as some sort of novel thing. after someone sort of breaks the ice in the regard i get so much more relaxed. "coming out" in general is uncomfortable because it makes you the center of attention, good or bad, but still... it's nice when people take the burden off of you. i mean, its like... i don;t care that much about it, i think other people shouldn't either. the flip side for that person though, is that i simply become a flaming queen to them afterwards... haha!
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anyways, the party was very fun and i had a blast, with or without the alcohol i would like to think. although i can't really tell because i was seriously drunk for the far majority of my time at the party. heehee.
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